ever since I started to get out of my shell and decided to meet new people around Amman , I met a nice guy through grindr app , We started to hang out more and more , to the point where I got to meet his friends , one of the late nights when there was the 3 of us , and we had this discussion about types of people we went out with in the past , "H" said he only went out with 1 type of men , muscular, older , bearded and only foreign , he mentioned that he likes to keep his "record clean " , "M" preferred older guys with big chest , they both never dated outside of this type because they explained they never take interest of any other , which i respectably understand , for me , when I look back to my past relationships trail , I found them varied , I know everyone has this one type that makes him like Mr.Perfect in every gay guy's mind , I have that as well , but It was funny how was my own "record " was versatile (in a body figure way) , I dated the twink , the bear , the dark skinned , the light skinned , the muscular , the older , I couldn't figure out what was the thing those guys had in common , tunes out , the way they talked to me , their manner , their character overall , I think it's something that is beyond the looks for me , "H" thought it's too cheesy to think of it this way , he was convinced that any gay relationship is based on how someone is hot , the way they dress , the way their body is build , nothing to do with the character . that's why in reality , most relationships are open ones .
I understand that most of the guys can be as open minded about that , for me I don't think I can see that in the long run , I am hopeless romantic and I'm ok with it , so I don't think relationships should be always based on the perfect look of the guy , it sounds to me more of lust that an actual love relationship , What I learned is I should see everyone with my own eyes and my own heart , to me everyone has his own handsomeness and look , the way people look is like a vessel to me , what lies beneath is the important part , the character , the soul , once you find that someone , he will be the sexiest guy you ever been with , because your heart will be attracted to him , no matter how he look , a twink , a bear , a muscular, older or younger , even when you used to set your mind on one type and that's who you think you will want him as your boyfriend and no other , it wont matter , be with the person who you think you can stay with him under the same roof without thinking you made the bad decision , someone who you can be as awkward and he can be as understanding , even when you play too much video game 😇"gaymer here " , that's what I think what makes them beautiful .
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