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لم اجد غير مكان سوى ان اكتب كل ما اشعر بك هنا

نفذ الامان من الوجود ... فاصبح عند احضانك فقط
كم اتمنى لو اكون هناك الان... لكي اشعر بكل ما تحدث به الشعراء و غنى له القيصر

و ما هو شعور العشق الذي لم يكن في حسباني  و لا كنت اعرف كيف خاطرني في قلبي

كلما اتحدث معك... و كأن كل شي توقف ... حتى لعنة البشر الذي نسميه الزمن

يتجمد حتى تفكيري ... و يتركز في الركن الدافىء ... الذي هو اسمك و حبك لي

احلم ان اكون معك دائما ... و جالس بجنبك دائما ... و اكل و انام بجانبك دائما

كل هذا و انا اتحدث معك من بعيد

فكيف اذا القاء امامي

و اخشى خيانة كلماتي

و خوفي من اكون عبء في حياتك

لهذا تراني اصمت و ابتسم

و اخبرك اني على كل ما يرام

كل ما ابتغيه هي راحتك و سعادتك.

لهذا اصنعها و اخلقها بيدي .... لاجعلك معي .. و احقق ما تمنيته في هذا العام

و اعتذر اذا جعلتك تشعر بانك غير مرغوب به ... و عن كل سوء فهم جعلك تبتعد عني

لكن أه لو تعرف السماء و الارض ما في تفكيري و عقلي و قلبك لك ايها الغالي

لبكت السماء دما و تفجرت الارض ذهبا لاسكاتي

فأنا طفل تعلق بك و اعتادك جدا فحسبك العالم له

فراح يملي عليك احلامه و يلون الوانه باوراق دنياك

فيغضب اذا ما اهملته

فأكبر احلامه هي ان يجدك هناك عندما يهرب من كوابيسه

ليختبىء بين يديك و على احضانك و يهرب من ظلام الدنيا

شاب احبك بل ادمنك و ادمن رؤياك و مجالسك

كما اخذ يديك بيده ... و قال انت لي كما انا لك

و شيخ يثق بك على فراش الموت... يلقي عليك بتعبه و اسرار سنينه

يودعك و يموت
لم اكن اعرف هذه الاسطر قبلك...لكن عرفت ان معك كل شي رائع....و عرفت اني

أحبك

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FzAsBFj4fR8

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, and I'm plannin' to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...